Trying Not To Think About It...

Well, my FET is scheduled for next Wednesday. I have an appointment on Monday to check my levels and make sure that I am on track.
The biggest change this time is that I am trying not to think too much about this. Not putting too much stock into this working. I know that must sound weird, but that is where I am emotionally. I have to get to a place emotionally that I do not feel like my life is over if this never works. Of course I still want a baby, but I need to be able to live without one as well.
I also know that this cycle I will not be feeling anything physical. With the IVF cycle, I at least was able to feel the stimulation. This time I will not feel anything. So, hopefully I won't have too much to get attached too, except for those pictures of the embryos.
I am also very scared of the idea of putting 3 back and doing Assisted Hatching which could give us identical twins. I am scared of one now, much less 3 or more.
Not sure what to feel or think these days, so trying to think about nothing at all........